Insomnia is the worst. Wanting to sleep, dearly, desperately, wanting to sleep. But unable to subdue to this so called thing normal people do. If I didn't get to horrendously bored with just sitting or laying on my bed, it wouldn't be that bad. But there comes a time when enough is enough. Normally when my fan is on, the low pitch tone and cool breeze will knock me out in about 30 minutes of trying, but recently nothing has worked. I don't take medicine unless a doctor says to. Which then I will sometimes not even take my medicine. I don't believe in medicine. Not even aspirin. I just want to sleep naturally, and I have heard Valerian root helps. It is a natural thing I could take but I still don't. Maybe I need to be more open minded about medicine and its glory.
Other than my insomnia during the night light hours, the daylight hours were quite nice today. Was hanging out with Rodger today, for about five hours give or take. We went to subway with his girlfriend, and went to the coffee shop, yes, the shitty one. Didn't get much done today like we wanted but we did have various chats about random things with another one of our friends Derek.
Tomorrow, I am going to go to the kawasaki dealer in Mendon to look to see if they have any ninja 250s. I plan on getting one over the summer after I find employment, which I need quite desperately. If I had a job my life would just fall into place. I would really like that to happen.
To finish off this blog, Zoe is coming down on Saturday. Excited? YES! She has to accompany some people for their solo and ensemble pieces. So I will be hanging out with her all day. It should be nice. I am really looking forward to seeing her this weekend.
All is well for me. I am actually quite happy. Surprisingly. It is not a very normal occurrence.
-A
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